i'm spinning out of control.
tomorrow will be catholic high scouts' campfire.
sadly i'm not going to be a part of it.
honestly, i don't hate scouts. i only hate the leaders because of their snobbish attitudes although not all of them are like that.
upon reaching the class this morning i saw hector's full uniform hanging on the window panes and it reminded me how much i hated my own uniform and to a certain extent, my own incapability. well for one, my uniform was always too small. yes i wore it from sec 1 till sec 4. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE TIGHTNESS? secondly, i'm a little sad that i never made it to be a venture scout. of course the fault lies with me being slack and all. now as i look back over the years i can't help but regret. i never did realise i actually had people to look up to nor good friends till recently.
adam will forever be remembered as the one who threatened us with 400 pumping because we failed to clear our job week targets.
nicol on the other hand, was swearing everyday. there was at least ONE fuck in every sentence he spoke. the first day this current batch of sec 4 scouts met their patrols, sai meng introduced them to nicol and nicol told him to fuck off cause he wasn't in the mood -.-
sai meng was always the nice guy, smartest and in my honest opinon, the best leader.
he just has this charmisa.
cuthbert is and shall always be the horny bastard.
oh well, that pretty sums up my patrol life :)
i'm trying not to be sentimental here. but if i could perhaps just sneak on my full uniform and join tomorrow's campfire.. :O
after all, catholic high scouts will always have a place in my heart where i sweat, bled, trained during my years in CHS.
ah nostalgia nostalgia :)
OH CATHOLIC HIGH SCOUTS
WE RULE THE CROWD
THERE IS NO DOUBT
WE'RE GONNA SHOUT OUT LOUD.
WE AIN'T GONNA SHOW MERCY
TO GET TO VICTORY
WE'RE GONNA SHOW YOU WHAT THE BEST IS YET TO BE.