i learnt 2 important lessons today.

1) there is a real bastard amongst us.
2) if he wants to kaopei so much why not get 4-4 to go to 4-1 instead of us always having to move?

i won't talk about 1) since everyone from my class knows who he is. honestly, whats the point of sabotaging another person just because you don't want to get punished alone? typical reaction of a loser indeed. in fact, all sabotagers should just burn in hell.

secondly, there is this gentleman from 4-4 who is apparently very upset about a few people being late for english. what can i say? so what if you wake up at 5.30a.m.? you think you are a big shot just because you do that? fyi we have to wake up early too so piss off. anyway he doesn't know about this blog so its okay for me to blog about it.
honestly, the way he spoke was as if the entire class was late for the lesson or something. if you don't like us at all then why not request for a change in teacher? bloody hell, come kaopei us for nothing.




i'm tired, i'm really really tired.

wonghong came back to 4-1 today!
teeeheeeheeee, we all lurrve him dip dip. and to show our affection, we raped and tao-poked him twice! woooo, its damn nice seeing him again.
he sat in our motivational talk during assembly and got chided by mr tan for wearing the school tie with his shirt. hahaha, that's what you get when you throw away OUR uniform and can't wear it to school anymore :(

anyway i've decided. i shall commit myself to studying all the way and only use the computer at night.

82 days. 12 weeks. 8 subjects. 1 goal. i shall be the last man standing.

SUNDAY

basil, suanhin and me went to orchard to look for isaac's present. i think we were supposed to get havanas for him but we couldn't decide on a pair. sadly, we have to go back another time to get it then. we went to heeren and cineleisure new urban male shops and the sales people are like wtf la, showing off their huge biceps. bet i can own them in arm wrestling anyday. (haha joker.)

anyway, we found the shops to have pretty intriguing stickers on their window panes.
it says "i love bj!" as you know, bj means ____job. HAHAHA. okay la, it actually means beijing but who knows? there may be double meanings for all we know :O

the guy version.


the girl version.


MONDAY

during english lesson, we kept clipping the thing on lik yong's back and he didn't notice it at all despite all of us sniggering. he only realised it like half an hour had passed, omg what a noob! :D


TUESDAY

we discovered a sexual sms in lik yong's inbox. HOR HORR, PRISCILLA LEH! we didn't know you were such a person tsk tsk. "caan wiie n0rtt d00 derrh thiings yesterdayx marhxx? sh0 pain!" WTF LA!

and the long hair gang went to have their hair cut today. ):
please refer us as the short hair gang from now on.

*LHG formerly consisted up of eddie, jordan, jonny, zhiyuan, hector and law.
boooooooooo. stupid gky.

"where are the rest of the class?"

"up your ass mr thomas."

damn, got to love chem lessons :)
i promise a real update tomorrow.

well, i figured that since i am sick, might as well post some random pictures about what happened previously. so here goes. note that some of the pictures were taken REALLY REALLY LONG AGO.




haha okay, hope you guys enjoyed that.
i need sleep now, getting groggy.

just gotta love retro songs. we already listened to 2 songs so far haha.
too bad we only listen to rock/metal instead of oldies now awww.

class was being retarded after school. they tried to line 6 chairs up and jump over them. some succeeded while others failed. seriously ah, you guys are one day going to hurt yourselves and i know SOME OF YOU ARE READING THIS.

shit, i can't remember what task i need to do on 2nd of august. i have totally no recollection whatsoever about what it was related to. sigh, hopefully it will come back to me soon enough. maybe i'm getting stm already hahah.

oh and regarding me having late nights isn't what like xiao wee said during physics.
i'm probably just too tired from everything ):

4 more weeks to prelims 3, then another 4 more weeks to o levels.
buck up jonathan.





she's blowing hot and cold.

some lecturer came to chs to give a talk on sajc. hmmm, the school seems average at best i guess but we'll have to go down to the open house to really see for ourselves. frankly the ccas there suck ass through a straw. i initially thought sajc had many interesting programmes and stuff. sadly i was disappointed ahaha. nevermind, vjc vjc vjc! you are mineeeeeeeeeee.

ah shucks, i didn't do my physics. time to complete it ):

/editted:

you can't play dragonforce and do homework. its physically impossible if you know what i mean. ARGH NOOOO I CAN'T THINK NOW.

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well i'm finally here to post my overdue entries. didn't really have the luxury of the time to do so until today but i guess better late than never huh?



CHMA




it was really great, the atmosphere and all. from the sudden outbursts of "elgyn is gay!" to "HAK BOON HAK BOON" to "KY KY KY" to throwing of light sticks onto the stage(i know i know, its a bad thing) to last year's chma winners rocking it out. i guess the only flaw was the overall winner of chma. how the hell did some ordinary guy playing an ordinary flute win the damn thing? i admit he is good but not good enough to win overall champion. brown note was good, and i'm kind of upset they didn't win ):



oh well, the show was a great value for money. its so much better than the musical hahahah. (yes the musical is a SCAM =x)
and we brought wonghong back to CHS! it must have felt refreshing to step back into the school although there were not much significant changes.
anyway, we all love you dip dip worhzxz so don't go back to america!

okay i'm all done.
goodnight people :)

can't really give a detailed post on what happened yesterday so i shall sum it up in pointers first.

1. chma rocked :D
2. i suck at guitar hero (the guitar console anyway haha)
3. drafts are draining.
4. wonghong is almost as tall as me now omg.
5. cutiecappy is HOT. (go search for her in friendster)

okay i got to go rush my homework again ):




i'm halfway there, just a little more...
12 weeks more jonathan, you can't afford to think too much anymore.

/edited:

i'm not gay, you fags.
i was the unwilling victim of a homosexual rapist. maybe not rapist but you get what i mean. oh and wonghong is finally back! haha, he smsed sly in class after school. this was what the message read: "hello sly, this is wonghong's number." the natural thing was to call him of course and we are going to meet up with him tomorrow :D

followed by chma at night. yay, its going to be one fun day. (followed by 10 more weeks of torture.)

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we shall practice until our buttocks rot.
i still have no idea how can we outplay their heroes.
darn it, drafting is hard ):
why must they take my favourite earthshaker? sigh. hahaha, enough crapping.
time to get down to work.

wish us luck :)

YAY, HE IS FINALLY COMING BACK! AND ITS FOR REAL THIS TIME.
let's see how much he has grown especially his leg hair. imagine if he came back bigger size than joshua. but i wished we knew what time he was arriving so we could go and pick him up.

how much we have missed him over the past 1 year, cannot really be expressed in words.
i could still remember when we sent him off last year. (refer to the july's archives last year)

the whole lot of us went to the airport and slept over whilst waiting for his family to arrive. although we were all wearing smiles on our faces, it was quite easy to see that everyone was desperately trying to quell their emotions. afterall, our good little wonghong was going to the united states for possibly 4 years.

it was kind of hard to let him walk through the departure gates, as the big crowd of us huddled on the other side watching his already small figure getting smaller and smaller. soon it disappeared behind the shops and that was it.

i could also still remember the first few days when wonghong had just left. everyone was saying "come back soon isaac" and things like that. it was even written onto his table and it read "don't go america, wonghong T.T"

fast forward everything by a year and here we are now, 30 of us busy preparing for our o levels and him coming back to visit.
the sad truth is that, he will have to leave singapore in a blink of an eye. yes, time really does fly. and when that time comes, it is going to be really nostalgic.

but i still ask myself one question.
when all of us enter our jc life, will we still be as close to one another? the answer is a big fat no. people change, although i'm trying my best to go against the flow. i don't want to be forgotten and i don't want to forget others. still, i must admit i can foresee what will happen when that time comes. nothing but mere memories of us ever being as an entity, as a class shall be left.

in all honesty, how i wish time could just stop at this moment forever.
i had 1 year of heartache and troubles, followed by 1 year of bliss and laughter (admist a few problems here and there). that 1 year of bliss of course came from my current class. i don't give a shit about what you think i'm writing here, but hopefully it will serve as a reminder that no one deserves as cruel a fate as being forgotten.




i'm trying so hard not to think about anything.
yet why is it that you are the only thing on my mind...?

ouch, my lips still hurt.
i'm still traumatised how my first kiss got stolen by yong quan. holy shit la, and it was during soccer. sigh, thinking about it makes me want to jump off the building right now. note that yong quan is a guy.

anyway, there is going to be a draft match between sexmasters and 14 inch. 1st game is pretty much guaranteed a loss but oh well, we shall see on saturday.
GOOOOO SEXMASTERSZXZXZXZ.


p.s: i promise a real post sooner or later.

well done 4-1, well done...
hush no one shall know about our secret today :)

just when you thought emo was cool, think again.
mark my words, he was the very first person to set the trend.

okay i can imagine some of you laughing out loud and saying wtf behind your computer screens. :D

tomorrow is chinese listening, the last component of our o level chinese grade. please let it be easy peasy so my chinese grade won't suffer as much as it already has HAHAHA.
which reminds me, prelims 3 in 5 weeks time. i need to study but i can't seem to forget it all. can someone teach me how?



the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

my uncle is going to teach me how to play a guitar, yay.
don't laugh at me as to why i started so late. music has never been my forte ):

had geography lesson in the morning. then went to play soccer on the field with some 4-1 peeps and richie.
been quite a long time since i really played soccer so it was quite invigorating. first played as keeper before switching to playing as a second striker to richie. wooohooo, pin-point long balls are my forte now.

headed to hawkerway to eat lunch before going to GSC (not goh say cheong) to draft. albert was supposed to be in law's team but he had to go sigh. i really had doubts initially about our chances of winning especially with a pubber in the team. oh well, but i'm glad we got a decent player anyway. sex was owning along with bryan in their respective teams as the carry hero but we managed to win in the end.

played a little of cs before coming home. tadaa.
okay i'm braindead and tired.

HAHAHAHA.
HEHEHEHE.
HOHOHOHO.
WAHAHAHA.
KEKEKEKE.


don't mind me, i've just gone mad from the insanity of it all.
so just watch me as i fall.

since dominic was complaining about how i didn't blog about how he nearly was late for school, i shall make it up to him today by quoting what happened as described on his blog.

Was sitting on bus 88 as usual to school, single deck bus. Sitting in front of me was a sec 1 boy. The funny thing is he can see me and i can see him, we are sitting facing each other, not in front or behind with our back facing.

yet when we reach the school bus stop and i was sleeping on the bus. He didnt wake me up. OWNED. i ended up 4 bus stops away from school, with 5 minutes before the bell rings.

Hell i swear those were the fastest 5 minutes i ran in my life.

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anyway, back to today's post.
i seriously think today is the unluckiest day i ever had. why? because i got caught for long hair, got kicked out of the maths test and had to settle some nasty stuff regarding the class.

i was caught for the hair in the most retarded fashion ever. law, dom and i were walking back to class from TOILET. YES THE FREAKING TOILET. then mr teo was behind us and called us over to hand over our name tags. gahhhhhh, we had to cut it by today or we would face the consequences so what the heck.

we also had the maths test after school. but we needed the ten year series to do them and guess what? i didnt have them! hahaha.
so in the end i went to cut my hair together with law. i am damn certain he is going to fail tomorrow's hair check but oh well, as long as he is happy =)

as for the nasty stuff, i can't really say much. can only pray that it can be settled quickly.




hold your breath and hold it tight.
we'll never live again.

i'm sorry for blurting it out.
i'm sorry for not thinking it through.
i'm sorry for putting you through so much awkwardness.
i'm sorry for making you sad.
i'm sorry for being so deeply inept.
i'm sorry for everything.

and lastly, i want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds.

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell
that I'm losing myself
I think I'm trying too hard to
let it show
to let you know
don't trace your footsteps back to me

cause I've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell
that I don't know myself
I need someone to remind me
to let it go
please let me know
don't trace your footsteps back to me

cause I've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

and if I had the chance
to do it all again
I wouldn't expect anything less
and if I had the chance
to do it all again
I wouldn't expect
I wouldn't expect anything less

tell all my friends I'm dead
I'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that I'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

forget my name.

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feels good to finally be back in school. ahhhh, i know it sounds ironic.
its hard to express the feelings simply because my classmates well, have this amazing ability to cheer others up (through nonsensical bullshitting and other random stuff you all aren't meant to know). ahem ahem.

tiong balls was just sharing his tutor's experience in poly. because the china scholars were always first to the canteen and many of the local students weren't happy about it. so the DJ would play China's national anthem and all of them would suddenly stand in attention. LOL. so imagine them queuing up halfway and suddenly the anthem starts playing. all would have to stop and all the local students could just cut queue!

we also made many bling blings with the "say no to drugs" chains. combined all of them together and hung the clock on it, so its like super retarded. hahaha, damn too bad i didn't take any pictures of that ):
shall post the other pictures when i'm free though :)

and wooooo, i ain't cutting my hair.
long long fringe and long long sideburns and long long back!
shan't cut until prelim 3 starts which is about in 6 weeks time.
okay, time for homework. sigh, bloody irritating. sometimes i just feel like burning my books. my friends are telling me not to give up, what about you?

marching to die.



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after today, no more dotaing. i shall do my best for prelims and o levels :D
okay, i have set my target of l1r5 score of 10. haha i know its going to be hard but no choice, for the sake of VJC!

headed to thomson cc to play dota with dom, jovan, suanhin, keith and hongwen. wasted 2 hours of time there HAHAHA, cause i kept feeding grah. couldn't concentrate and i'm sorry for causing the team to lose ):
but thanks to the people there anyway, and everyone else who helped along. you guys know who you are. i really appreciate all the efforts and stuff, just that you know.

don't worry, i'm the prodigal son from 4-1 afterall :D (okay that was a joke)
so i'll be fine~
meanwhile, its time to drown myself in viva la vida. awesome song okay.

it hurts, it really does...



One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

it's gonna be bloody, i assure you.
whether it's going to be forgettable or not, much depends on her.
then again, maybe i shouldn't forsake whatever i have now.

Be-Yourself-Day

quite funny to see what the other people wore to school yesterday. the clothes included beanies, sunglasses, pink ties, skinnies and a very very very smart looking shirt.
the entire day was kind of slack because of the preparations for homecoming. but that's all going to change next week.

stayed over in the computer lab with law, dom and wei shan to help check on the computers. before that, we went to j8 to watch "hancock". its quite hilarious in certain parts but the ending was super anti-climatic. all the anticipation built up earlier ended with my face being -__-
headed back to school and played dota on garena till 3.30.

Homecoming Day.

slept till 7.30 before waking up to play even more.

played quite a few draft matches which were super tiring because we need to concentrate for every single minute. it later rained in the afternoon so most of the crowd dissipated. met up with domo and sanjay also, wooo. damn i love domo's fantastic rubiks cube. its about 5cm by 5 cm, nice to carry around in pencil boxes and play whenever you are bored.

okay, nothing much else to update already.
goodbye :)



wish me luck.

damn the school canteen. out of the 8 stalls, none of them sells soft food. i just had my top braces put on and the searing pain is a real prick in the ass. thanks to them, i can now only swallow chunks of food at one go. whyyyyyyyyy. i want to go back to biting and tasting food again. its absolute torture just smelling the aroma without being able to eat it. ):

and i may just finish an entire packet of panadols if i have to.

Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm speaking figuratively, of course..
Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide..
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,
I have learned to love the lie.

I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah
Let me in, let me in to the club, cuz I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I'm addicted to words and they're useless.

(In this department)
Let's get fucked up and die..
I'm riding hard on the last lines of every lie,
And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode,
I'm about to explode.
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck.
I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings,
Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept.

I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds..
And all the things that don't get old..
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.
It's the only way I have learned to express myself through other peoples' descriptions of life..
I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless...

(In this department)
Let's get fucked up and die.
For the last time with feeling
we'll try not to smile
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights
That still shock and surprise.
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being,
maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.

Sister soldier
You’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame
If I could ever repay you,
I would, but I'm hard up for cash
And my memory lacks initiative.

God damn the liquor store's closed,
we were so close to scoring
it hurts, it destroys 'til it kills..
I am tired and hungry and totally useless.
(In this department)




so meaningful.

tagged by janice again. tsk tsk, 100 questions quiz leh!


01. What's more important? Money Or Love?
love. maybe its just me...

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
no, just in case anyone calls me

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
watching the lame movie in lecture theatre

04. When did you last cry?
it was many many years ago :)

05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
toast

6. What do you want in your life right now?
score below 8 for o levels and get into vjc/sajc

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i will just walk in the rain

08. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my bolster :D

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
pants

10.What is the nicest text in your inbox say?
my fringe and my back still owns you. lol joking.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
i don't know, need others to tell me the answer. but i do know that i try to make things easier.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
21

14. What are you proud of?
4-1 (surprisingly)

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
goodnight from someone :)

16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to?
i wouldn't.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
jonny, jomjom, jomerella, heehaw.

18. What does your last received text message say?
someone's phone battery went flat -.-

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12.

20. Are you currently happy?
sort of, but not totally.

21. Who gives you best advice?
lawrence (:

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope

23. Who did you talk to on phone last night?
can't tell.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yup, sadly. results, parents, the usual stuff.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
tiong shi yuan, wtf how to trip over roses?!

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
cheng howe

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
backstabbers.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
can't say.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no way.

32. What is the colour of your room?
white and blue :)

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
give me a gun right away.

34. Do You belive in the saying " talk is cheap?
yes i do.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
myself

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
some guy from ROCK HAHAHA.

38. Do you have a life?
yea.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
no. that sounds too depressing.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i dont have any profile songs.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
can't tell you.

42. Last time you smiled?
i always smile :)

43. Have you changed this year?
for the worse...

44. What are you listening right now?
apologise piano cover. woooo.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yeap, 3 people.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open, duh.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
not really.

48. Do you want someone you cant have?
yup...

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
played a little of guitar before. but does recorder count? LOL.

50. What was the worst idea you have had in this week?
even bothered trying to reason with 2 cretins in the house (mom and dad)

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
thinking what was the right thing to do.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
i don't have one :O

53. What song best describe your love life?
hush said the queen.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
i don't know...

55. Who always make you laugh?
all of my friends (whom i love very much hahaha)

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
i speak 1337 language. twit works too :3

57. Favourite website?
don't tell you (no its not porn jackasses)

58. What your middle name?
y.k

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
dental appointment ARGH.

60. What do you think you are like?
i want to be unique :)

61. Who will you choose to die with?
i wouldn't want others to die.

62. Where have you been today?
school.

63. What game do you play often?
DOTAAAAAA. isketch too.

64. Who are you missing right now?
guess :D

65. If you have to choose between friends n love, who will you choose?
i don't know.

66. What are you doing right now?
doing this ridiculously long quiz.

67. Which primary school are you from?
GONG JIAO! (and someone has a fetish for boys from that school =x)

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
blue black and white

69. What emotion you like to show?
happy happy happy.

70. What is your life to you?
nothing.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
tell people who i can trust.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
yilin.

73. Who you admire most?
sai meng.

74. Which month are you born in?
october for the winnnnnnn.

75. How are you feeling right now?
confused.

6. What is the time now?
9.00pm

77. Where are you now?
my room

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
i hate hair dye.

79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?
i don't know.

80. What do you do when you are moody?
pretend nothing happens.

.81. At which age you wish to get marry?
27.

82. Who is more important to you?
my friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
no.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
lawrence.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yea.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
play in a rock band or dance.

87. What is your goal for this year?
O levels O levels O levels.

.88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yup

89. What feeling do you love most?
being carefree.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
im like sweating even at night

91. What feeling you hate the most?
confusion.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
of course.

93. Do you believe in god?
yea.

94. Who cares for you most?
i don't know.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
i don't know.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
i never fight :)

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
uncountable.

98. What would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?
i am a nonchalant bastard remember?

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
i won't get a stead.

100.Who's the last person to make you sad?
myself.



I'M FINALLY DONE!
that sure took a long while.