Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 14:34
pure ecstacsy
i'm sure all of you know yesterday was teacher's day celebrations.
well there was a tiny embarrassment during the programme and i already apologised. :/

the gang came back yesterday! with the exception of ser jia ):
great to finally see them haha. missed you guys. damn daryl's hair is bloody long now. and they had a new greeting sign! "you wanna go up or go down?" LOL. but they left at around 11.30 for the IT fair.

went to the hospital together with suan hin for his medical check up. we took 56 from j8 all the way to KK hospital. initially we thought it would be over in a breeze since its just a medical check. but in the end, we had to wait 30 minutes before it was his turn. during that period in which i fell asleep. it wasn't a particularly great nap since i had to bend my back and rest my head on my thighs. yes it caused a slight headache from all the blood rush.

okay here was the retarded part. i apparently left my maths and physics tys somewhere because it wasn't with me when we were walking around square 2. and it was suan hin who discovered it -.-
omg i didn't even realise they weren't with me until he reminded me. so we decided to go all the way back to the hospital and sure enough, the books were exactly at the same seats we were at while waiting.

it was a good thing no one took them. well no one in their right mind would actually do so. and sh was complaining that he was more anxious than me about my book. hahaha, it isn't my fault since i was engrossed reading twilight.


anyway we had dinner at kfc and took a long long bus ride all the way home.
the end.
i got to go study now :(

Keep it real 恐がらずに so自分の気持ちに正直になる
dream and hope それを見つけて

気にすんな くだらない前評判と大人達の世間体

@ 00:03
keep it real
whoops apparently i disappeared when someone called for me on stage.
and no, i wasn't in the hall so don't say i didn't go up on purpose -.-
nevermind, looj did a fantastic job hahahaa.
okay, i promise a real update tomorrow.

p.s: metal songs don't mix well with story books.

Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 22:46
he was begging for her.
its prelims 3 tomorrow. ALREADY?!?! it feels... surreal. i would have never even seen it as the last major exam that we will have to take in CHS. guess our journey has really reached the final lap.

english tomorrow! hope i can score an A this time heeheeheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
although i'm not that greedy to hope for an A1 though, a 2 will do just fine :D


this is for a certain you. the one who has been feeling down all these while. unsure if i'm talking about you? well let's see, you have a crazy bunch of hormones raging friends who are infatuated with hot guys. YES YOU, THE ONE SMILING TO YOURSELF READING THIS.

i don't really know what to say at certain times when you are feeling down and i know its also awkward for you to say too much about some things. i guess it doesn't really help that i'm real insensitive and it sort of led me to saying some things that you don't quite like. and i can tell too okay, i can infer very well like what i always say. sorry if i've made you sad and upset before.

its still quite hard for you tell me everything. but just know that i'm always here.
same old jonny! if you are ever feeling down, just come talk to me k? i shall freeze you to death first and then warm your heart :D (okay, i know its kinda cheesy -.- )
i won't change, or at least that's what i hope.

sooo..... CHEER UP!

Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 23:04
i'm invisible to you.
what the fuck.
steve vai doesn't play hokkien songs!
omg you guys are destroying his image :( that is a HUGE insult. steve vai > owns all of the hokkien songs in the world!

Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 21:06
as sweet as saccharin.
its saturday.
pleaseeeeeeeeee, can anyone stop the time from passing?

i'd pay you a $100 000 as a reward. once i get enough money that is.

i can already foresee my results for prelim 3.
and it ain't pretty.
what should i do? what should i do?

i'm spinning out of control, out of control.
oh no, oh no.
attempts to force myself to study have failed terribly. they will usually end up unproductive or me procrastinating. this is bad, i need a study partner.

what was it, 58 days to O's?
OMG *starts pulling hair*
which reminds me. i have another hair check coming up on tuesday.
yipee! time to try my luck again, i need to psycho myself that my hair isn't long.

yesterday i went to have my ic and ez link photo taken. the photographer was grumbling about my messy hair and that it wouldn't make a nice shot but i don't care.

ugh okay i got to stop being high.
and i miss someone :(

Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 23:29
All That I've Got;
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 22:33
imbeciles amany.
i got a shock when i arrived in class because my books were strewn everywhere on the floor. it looked like as if someone was ransacking through my stuff and i checked all of my ten year series. true enough, my chemistry tys were gone (both the yearly and topical ones)

what the shitttt, who will be that desperate to get their hands on a stupid book that he will rummage through all of my things which are in a total mess?! we recite the school pledge everyday about having high integrity and what not. well, the part about high integrity can kiss my ass. whoever took my tys better hope i don't find out who he is cause i swear i will really stick a mace up his ass.

gah, i'm getting grumpy now. it doesn't help that i'm still having flu. yes, i'm still sick. its recurrence is extremely annoying and i'm not in the best state of mind to do anything. even as i'm typing this post out, i keep making typos which is an indication of how bad the flu is.

maybe its due to the air-conditioner in class. everyday we are confined to that same room which is probably a hundred times filthier than my own room because of IDIOTS that never want to do their duty. its their own responsibility to check the duty roster for heaven's sake. as a result, the class is always filled with litter.
sigh, maybe its better if i stopped caring about anything. besides, no one appreciates it anyway.

on a happier note, i managed to study quite a bit today :)
did maths and physics which was quite redundant since tomorrow is the geog mock exam.
oh and guess what? i didn't bring back my geog textbook! yay for me, i rock. why am i such a coconut head? let's just hope that the paper will be easy, or everything that i've learnt will miraculously come back to me.

woohooo, the excitement of prelims!
it kills.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 18:14
i stopped your heart from beating.
is it just me or was the weather today super cold? it was so bad that when i went to school in the morning to sleep, i woke up with a numb right leg. it was so bad that i had to wait for a few minutes before it could fully move about again.

i had the shock of my life today when i went for my dental appointment this afternoon. i was in the gents when suddenly A LADY WALKED IN. and yes, she walked all the way into the toilet until she saw the urinals before turning back and walking off. it was super scary since she looked like she was some sort of rapist. and i know there are some of you sick bastards out there who would laugh when the next day's headlines read: "catholic high boy found dead and sodomised in toilet."

good thing i was already done with my business or else who knows what may have happened.
anyway i still think my dentist is hot and funny :D

went to sajc to claim my "lost" wallet. seems like some teacher found it and returned to the general office. i'm just glad i have my funky billabong wallet back and not that lao pok cheena leather one. but their Operational Manager was a huge pain in the ass though. he kept asking me retarded questions like why did you only come back after 2 weeks to claim the wallet? quite obviously because i didn't have the time right? -.-

i'll be just fine, pretending i'm not.
i fall from lonely and that's all that i've got.

Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 18:40
nooo wong hong is on his way back to america right now. its going to be another long year before he comes back. he even dropped by to give us a surprise visit in school! and obviously he got raped ;)

it was pretty sad when we couldn't rush over to terminal 3 to send him off. but i guess there is a sliver lining, after all absence makes the heart grow fonder.
thanks for all the goodies that you brought us, we'll enjoy them! hope you won't get too bored on the plane though, it must really suck to be rooted to a small tiny seat for 16 hours.

by the next time you come back you better have an caucasian girlfriend okay! must be hot, tall, smart and most importantly NOT HAVE HAIR (just like you now:D )
have a safe trip and goodbye :(

bon voyage miseur wong hong!

Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 20:44
honey, i know you know what i mean.
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me


celebrated yilin's birthday yesterday (:
although it was almost 2 weeks late, we hoped you enjoyed it! haha, and don't turn the clock too much from excitement.
more details can be found from her blog so go see :D

sorry i'm lazy to blog much today.
oh and next time i'm going out with her i'm bringing my water gun along. hur hur, just you wait!
ade's pizza bread was delicious too but i think i gained a little bit of weight from all those excess carbohydrates haha.
tomorrow is already the start of school and prelims are just next week. please grant me the will to study dear god. it doesn't help when all that i can think about is...

baby's black balloon makes me fly.

Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 22:41
i'm spinning out of control.
tomorrow will be catholic high scouts' campfire.
sadly i'm not going to be a part of it.
honestly, i don't hate scouts. i only hate the leaders because of their snobbish attitudes although not all of them are like that.

upon reaching the class this morning i saw hector's full uniform hanging on the window panes and it reminded me how much i hated my own uniform and to a certain extent, my own incapability. well for one, my uniform was always too small. yes i wore it from sec 1 till sec 4. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE TIGHTNESS? secondly, i'm a little sad that i never made it to be a venture scout. of course the fault lies with me being slack and all. now as i look back over the years i can't help but regret. i never did realise i actually had people to look up to nor good friends till recently.

adam will forever be remembered as the one who threatened us with 400 pumping because we failed to clear our job week targets.
nicol on the other hand, was swearing everyday. there was at least ONE fuck in every sentence he spoke. the first day this current batch of sec 4 scouts met their patrols, sai meng introduced them to nicol and nicol told him to fuck off cause he wasn't in the mood -.-
sai meng was always the nice guy, smartest and in my honest opinon, the best leader.
he just has this charmisa.
cuthbert is and shall always be the horny bastard.

oh well, that pretty sums up my patrol life :)
i'm trying not to be sentimental here. but if i could perhaps just sneak on my full uniform and join tomorrow's campfire.. :O
after all, catholic high scouts will always have a place in my heart where i sweat, bled, trained during my years in CHS.

ah nostalgia nostalgia :)



Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 22:10
she makes me fly.

pretty much self - explanatory.
countdown to prelim 3: 2 weeks.
oh noooooooo.

countdown to o levels: 60+ days!
oh shit, is it just me or does time seem to move extra quickly this year?
the last time i checked there were at least 100 days left. *presses panic button*
and i got a huge flu. i swore i used at least half a roll of toilet paper and its really scary to see my entire dustbin filled with only my used tissues.

and for all the 4-1 peeps reading this, IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO IMPROVE THE CLASS TEE PLEASE TELL ME! we got to really rush it out.
class chalet is to be held on 14th november although the place is unconfirmed. tentatively its aloha loyang :)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 21:08
waited on a line.
as you can see, we've all clearly cracked under the pressure.

"describe one medical use of gamma rays: turn people into THE HULK!"

this was my answer.

suan hin's one got full marks as it had more details.

excuse me, i seem to be a little high now.

@ 00:10
can't be saved.
well some of my thoughts about today.
we got back our chinese O level results in the auditorium.
it was kind of the first wave hitting us and some had already been reduced to tears. fortunately i'm one of the lucky ones. i got a B3 and a distinction for my oral which means i can retake if i want to.

back in the auditorium i was telling cheng howe that if i scored an A, i would castrate myself. somemore i'm glad i didn't have to do so. i guess i was using that as an excuse since i knew i couldn't score a distinction. anyway, back to the drawing board. this time, it shall be at least an A2. (yes i'm retaking.)

its getting pretty hectic. prelims 3 and the O's are just around the corner.
after receiving my result today, i chanced upon an realisation that i'm really very ill-prepared for the big O's. So... i may be online less often. And when i say that i mean very much less. Sorry..

english oral was good i guess. quite an easy topic, it was on the elderly and grandparents. but law told me i took 24 minutes and i was totally stunned when i heard it. it certainly didn't feel like 24 minutes. maybe it was due to me talking cock throughout the entire thing but whatever. the fat lady examiner of mine ACTUALLY CLOSED HER EYES AND SLEPT DURING MY CONVERSATION. HOW THE HECK AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE EYE CONTACT WHEN SHE IS SLEEPING?!
gah. at least the fat male examiner was engaged.

angels fall without you there.

Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 19:59
tomorrow is english oral and chinese o level results.
i hope i did well for chinese although i can foresee its a B at most. sigh, its up to divine intervention now.


Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 23:08
acts of cowardice.
stop pissing me off. you know who you are. if you want, just come at me head on and leave others out. why be a coward and tag under another name. and of all names, you had to pick that word. perhaps it fits you perfectly thats why you chose it.

i'll say it one last time. cross the line one more time, and you're going to get it. i've been keep quiet all these while because i didn't want trouble but obviously it isn't going to work with the likes of you. simply either because you have thick skin or a thick skull.

but first i have to say sorry for all the innocent parties that i may drag inside because of this bloody idiot. you know who you are, don't make me play "fill in the blanks game to get the name" game like what you did on your blog. must be fun to leave spaces in between huh?

watch out, fucker.

@ 10:55
well someone bugged me to blog yesterday so here i am.
you must feel honoured okay, i'm only doing this because you wanted me to ahaha.
so don't complain i didn't do what you said hor.


The Cure - Friday I'm In Love

I don't care if monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and wednesday too
Thursday i don't care about you
It's friday i'm in love
Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's friday i'm in love

Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...

I don't care if monday's black
Tuesday wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
It's friday i'm in love

Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday wednesday stay in bed
Or thursday watch the walls instead
It's friday i'm in love

Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...

Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's friday
I'm in love


i'm listening more and more to older bands, especially the ones from the 80s. maybe i should have been born then , then i can enjoy the music for all i want. today's music is really mundane. okay only the chinese music industry is lame and boring. which is one of the reasons why i am anti-cheena.

but still,the music today was composed well, for profits and solely profits. long gone are the days where music was created because someone had an inspiration or a desire to express themselves. whereas back in the 80s, the songs were much more special. the lyrics came from the composers' heart and bands gave their soul in performing. this is even evident in the sales chart.

although some may argue that this era along with the advent of technology, no one needs to buy an album anymore. simply click a button or two and the songs will magically appear in your songs folder. but honestly, i don't think that any modern artist's work is being downloaded A HUNDRED MILLION TIMES.

which is why i'm very thankful and grateful towards my uncle. (yes he was the one who influenced me entirely haha)
he was the one who introduced me to the music of the past, taught me how to appreciate it. although our tastes are still a little different (he likes blues/hard rock), i can safely say that we're both fans of the oldies :)

Saturday, August 09, 2008 @ 11:29
it was a fairly emotional day for me yesterday, watching the J1s coming back for speech day. i knew some of them that came back and memories started to trigger. but my heart sort of sank watching them being so united and happily taking photos together. i should have been there. well maybe not in speech day but together as a batch. immense regrets filled me and i kept my emotions in check by reading. (although there are really some idiots out there in the blue tag batch whose names i can't reveal here.)

not surprisingly, only one person in my class actually went up to stage to claim a prize and that was sly. the other classes all had at least 5 or 6 going up. so the entire event was rather boring after sly took his award. we had the valedictorian's speech and were released.
we then went back to class as we had oral lessons. it dragged from 12:30 till 2:45 and i stayed back for extra practice till 5 with law and suan hin. pretty glad to say that i didn't have any much problems woooo!

i'm alright.

Friday, August 08, 2008 @ 22:09
just kill me
i'm very very sick.
my nose is still running like the flood gates.

i'm sorry.

Thursday, August 07, 2008 @ 21:01
my knees gave way.
once upon a time, there was this huge fortress surrounded by a huge moat. one day, an ordinary boy saw the magnificent castle and set his sights on conquering it. time and time he tried again, using all sorts of antics ranging from launching himself over with a giant catapult, attempting to fly by using wings made of timber to even shouting himself hoarse to ask the owner to let him in.

all these went on for as long as the boy could remember, until the day he grew very tired and weary of everything. he thought to himself: "should i keep trying? if i do, will it just end up the same way as ever? i want to get inside that castle yet i'm helpless. maybe, just maybe, if i wait long enough, the drawbridge will magically lower itself and i can finally get inside."

should he wait?
maybe, just maybe.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 22:06
you are one in a millionth.
hi, i'm studying stalin now..
i think i finally understood that chapter *nods*

question: why did stalin come to power?

he used omnislash and was invulnerable in his rise to power.

yeap i definitely mastered the entire chapter.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ 18:31
dizzy up the girl
joshua got owned by mr thomas today during chemistry.
someone called "eh fat ass" from the back and mr thomas patted joshua and said "he calling you." WTF! i lol-ed all the way to the library just thinking about it.

back to the main point today, I PASSED HAIRCHECK! GIVE ME A HELL YEAH! so much about the hype of having to shave high slope and cutting botak. i even brought wax and scissors to school just in case which i both used. asked law to help me snip off some of my back's longer strands so that it will look neater. as the guillotine encroached upon us, suddenly there was a huge fracas to grab as much wax and gel. as we left the class, you could see boys with extreme side partings. hahaha, all for the sake of our precious hair.

at first we felt really despaired when lin lao shi announced that he would be the one conducting the hairchecks so i desperately tried to hide my fringe in a last minute attempt. but surprisingly EVERYONE FROM MY CLASS PASSED. well, almost everyone except for james. awww, he got jacked badly. many people had much longer hair than him (including me) but he was the only one that got caught. HAHAH, AWESOME. by the way i'm just happy that i passed haircheck and not gloating over the fact that he got caught.

i'm a nice person :)

oh and congrats xiao wee for jacking mrs goh to say for what. you must have felt a real sense of achievement hah.

after school we went to j8 together with wong hong! xiaoqi was waiting for hector outside catholic high and when they met, the rest started saying "hor horrrrr."
that's what you get for showing your girlfriends to us. so morale of the story? don't bring her out with us if you have one!

split up at j8. wong hong, suan hin, lik yong and i headed to the bishan library to study while the rest went to pastamania for lunch. did a little bit of english before hector, zhiyuan and albert showed up. slacked for an hour or so before we left the library. and they vandalised my leg using a green highlighter while i was playing naruto :(

gah, i have so much homework to clear.
i wished i had more time to do whatever i wanted.

Monday, August 04, 2008 @ 18:55
upon looking back-
today i learnt that one of my teacher who is an indian has a chinese wife. that was a real shocker because well, it is quite rare. wonder how their children are gonna look like. :O

and guess what happened during the english extra lesson after school? someone was late... make a guess. come on, i'm sure you can get it! yeap thats right. the same guy that was supposedly "angry" at us for being late to class. i guess the tides have turned now eh? it was really funny to hear the guys start shouting in sarcasm when they walked past him. (he was locked out of class.)

"eh what time did you come ah?"

"i came at 3 o'clock leh!"

HAHAHA. omg, its damn bad but i suppose he deserved it.

anyway at the end of composition excerise, the guys that stayed back went nuts. first they raped law. zhi qun was like forcing his mouth shut and kept asking law if he was zhai. lol, it was damn funny.

then they raped suan hin next and he got dragged around by hector phan.
you could seriously hear his bewildered screeching classrooms away. ah well, these are the crazy assholes that rock the class :)

shall post the composition i attempted just now when i get it back.
i know its gonna be lousier than many of yours so don't laugh at me okay :(

Saturday, August 02, 2008 @ 20:45
smouldering ashes.
today is a bad day indeed. i totally didn't expect today to happen this way but fate played a cruel joke on me :(

i lost my wallet in sajc. gah what the fuck?
and the thing is I DON'T REMEMBER WHERE I EVEN DROPPED IT. only realised it after the principal's address. (which was boring may i add)

i want to emo and cut my wrists. thankfully my ic isn't inside.
yay for my mom, no not hexiang. she took my ic out of my wallet before today.

although it was fun meeting up with the old boys from cat high :D
strangely enough most of them were wearing the cat high uniform wooo! green bermudas forever eh?

andy lau is still as shuai as ever hahaha. met bili, russel, jia hao, victor, elphin as well.
the people there are really hip and fun so it is sort of like a continuation from the chs way of life. yeap so if i can't get into vj then sa is my choice. if i can't even get into sajc then i'm going poly. well lets just say that all the jcs below sa is rather shite.

okay end of update.

Friday, August 01, 2008 @ 16:49
be with you.
here's a little something i drew during lessons (:
should have been paying attention instead of doodling but i couldn't resist :p

and yes people, I DREW IT.


Be With You - Mr Big

To Be With You - Mr.Big
Hold on little girl, show me what he’s done to you
Stand up little girl, a broken heart can’t be that bad
When it’s through it’s through, fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby, come on over, let me be the one to show you

I’m the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too (feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on a line)
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence so you can be on top for once
Wake up, who cares about little boys that talk too much
I’ve seen it all go down, your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over, let me be the one to be to hold you

I’m the one who wants (I’m the one) to be with you (yeah)
Deep inside I hope you feel it too (feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on a line, yeah)
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile, I can make you start to smile

When it’s through it’s through, the fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby, come on over, let me be the one to show you

I’m the one who wants to be with you (I’m the one)
Deep inside I hope you feel it too (feel it too)
Waited on a line of greens and blues (waited on a line, yeah)
Just to be the next to be with you
I’m the one who wants (I’m the one) to be with you
Deep inside I hope (deep inside) you feel it too (you feel it too)
Waited on a line of (waited on a line) greens and blues (yeah)
Just to be the next to be with you
Just to be the next to be with you, ooh