My parents think I am aneroxic.
If you all didnt know, here is the meaning.

Anorexia nervosa
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes an eating disorder characterized by low body weight and body image distortion with an obsessive fear of gaining weight. Individuals with anorexia often control body weight by voluntary starvation, purging, vomiting, excessive exercise, or other weight control measures, such as diet pills or diuretic drugs. It primarily affects adolescent females, however approximately 10% of people with the diagnosis are male. Anorexia nervosa is a complex condition, involving psychological, neurobiological, and sociological components.[1]

The term anorexia is of Greek origin: an (privation or lack of) and orexis (appetite) thus meaning a lack of desire to eat.[2] A person who is diagnosed with anorexia nervosa is most commonly referred to with the adjectival form anorexic. The noun form, "anorectic" is generally not used in this context and usually refers to drugs that suppress appetite.

"Anorexia nervosa" is frequently shortened to "anorexia" in both the popular media and scientific literature. This is technically incorrect, as the term "anorexia" used separately refers to the medical symptom of reduced appetite.

Lol. In short, I have a "eating disorder because I constantly is afraid of becoming overweight and therefore eat very little."

Okay. So I did a BMI check. My weight was about 50kg. My height is about 1.7m
So my BMI was 50 divided by 1.7. Then divided by 1.7 again. Which gives me about 17.3 BMI.

And on the charts, I am literally on the line between healthy and underweight. Lol.
Do I really look underweight?
My mom keeps telling me to put on weight so I don't look like a drug addict = =

So do I look underweight?
Need you guys to give me feedback. XD

Labels: 31st December

WEEE. CHALET PICS! Actually these pictures are taking during the bbq only. Haha. Didn't take anymore pictures besides bbq. =X





































Really enjoyed myself. xD

We learned to live and then
Our freedom came to an end
We have to break down this wall
Too young to live a lie
Look into my eyes

Labels: 29th December

YAY GOT MY NEW SPECS!
Now people say I look more matured. Haha.

Some of the descriptions on my new look were : boybandish, korean, yan ya lun [ from Fahrenheit -_-] etc etc...

Cool. XD.
Now gonna bug zi for more chalet pics hoho~

Labels: 28th December

WOO. the chalet was awesome!
Really a big thanks to all the people that came over from malaysia. Namely Yoyo, Oscar, Toro, Yang and Yong. Had so much fun with you guys. Shall blog about the chalet later. I have alot of stuff to catch up with.

Including the new specs i ordered. :D
Shall have a different look from now on. Haha.
Which is pretty ironic cause yoyo and gang couldn't recognize me initially. They said i changed alot. Probably cause I slimed down alot. And I have long hair now. Lol.

Wakakaka! Ok. Now I am off to watch 斗牛 要不要!
Fantastic show. =x

Labels: 27th December 2007

OFF TO PXU CHALET!
BE BACK IN 3 DAYS.
=)




shit its at downtown east again... -_-

Labels: 24th December

You know. Thinking way way back when I was p2, Flame Of Recca was the first ever anime I watched. ( as in seriously watched it as a fan. not some crap doraemon on channel 8. ) It is still a favourite of mine today.

When I was p2, I will tune in to AXN every evening at 6pm sharp. Just to watch Flame Of Recca. Haha. It was also probably the first thing I got addicted to. The reason why it attracted me? Because there was alot of cool fighting sequences. Especially between Recca and his half brother Kurei who can shoot flames out of their hands.

Not only was the animation good for that time, The opening song for the anime itself is superb. Always got me singing to it everytime its played, even now. Which is why i uploaded the video over from Youtube.

Do watch and listen to it because I honestly think that this is the best OST for any anime ever.




When I'm woken by the alarm according to schedule
I still manage a smile despite my worries
Even though I never get answers in love and dreams, in philosophy
It's like going by flipping a coin
Like happiness, some happiness
When you feel that, that's when the happiness begins
It looks like it can work, work very well
Stepping forward all the way, we can change it all


Nadare, Saiha, Homura, Setsuna, Madoka, Rui, Koku, Resshin.
The eight flame dragons!

Labels: 21th December 2007

ITS HERE. ITS FINALLY HERE!! BLOCKBUSTER SUNDAY STARTS NOW. TATA!



MUFC, the religion.
MANCHESTER UNITED > WIVES. IN THAT ORDER.

Labels: 16th Decemeber 2007

Title is self-explanatory. I love simple plan and they are finally back!
This song is really good. Especially the chorus.
Although their music is not as punk as the previous 2 albums, it still sounds great. And if you see this post in 3 different and bright colours, relax. You aren't colour blind. I just made it so it fits the video. :) Don't understand why? Watch the video yourself. Enjoy.


Simple Plan - When I'm Gone




I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions
Of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait
I guess it's up to me

Whoah
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoah
We wont come back, the world is coming out
Whoah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Procrastination running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating
you'll wind up left for dead
Life is what happens
While you're busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won't happen to me

Whoah
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoah
We wont come back, the world is coming out
Whoah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
When I'm gone

(Let's go)
Won't look back
When I say goodbye
I'm gonna leave this hole behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight
'cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry
'cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you

Whoah
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoah
We wont come back, the world is coming out
Whoah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Labels: 15th December 2007

LET THE WAR COMMENCE.


Scholes, Ronaldo, Giggs at last season Manchester United's 2-0 win over Liverpool.




Yea! BLOCKBUSTER SUNDAY IS COMING!
If you all don't know what I mean, it is the day where United take on Liverpool and Arsenal on Chelsea. Yes, the big four are gonna battle it out all in one day.

I can hardly keep my excitement to myself. xD.
Scousers are going down! ( scousers = liverpool )

Couldn't help but feeling good nowadays.
Probably because to the fact that ARSENAL'S UNBEATEN STREAK HAS ENDED.

Yes folks, the unbeatable gunners have lost in the first time this season leaving only a single point advantage over Manchester United.
ManUtd bounced back from the disappointing 1-0 defeat at Bolton by thumping Derby 4-1 at Old Trafford. :)

GLORY MANUTD! MARCH ON, THE RED DEVILS!
Because this batch of players was said to be better than the 1994 double and 1999 TREBLE winners by none other than Sir Alex Ferguson.

Once a devil, always a devil.
Let the glory of the busby babes shine eternally upon the theatre of dreams.

Labels: 11th December 2007

Yeah, love is pain.
Dedicated to all my broken hearted people.
One's old a flame, just scream my name.
Damn, and I'm so sick of love songs.
Yeah I hate damn love song.
Memento of ours.

Lies.
Its raining late at night.
It brings you here, I run at the end of memories.
I could live fine without you, even if you beg it will come to no use.
I drank the alcohol I couldn't drink,
I even drank up the night that burned my heart.
I hate it, a day without you is too long.
I beg to finally forget about you.

Without you, I have no smiles.
No tears well up.
I don't want to live anymore.
Yeah, this is bullshit. It;'s pissing me off.
I'm going crazy in thoughts of you.
I want to see you, but I'm being told that I can't
That it's all over.
I will be right there.

I'm so sorry but I love you, it's all a lie.
I didn't know, but I know now that I need you.
I'm so sorry that I love you, out of anger.
I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing.
I'm so sorry but I love you, it's all a lie.
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry.) But I love you. (I love you more more.)
I'm so sorry but I love you, will you leave
And forget me slowly, So I can be in pain.

I dedicated my all into this song for you.
Other people probably don't know.
By myself, without anyone knowing.
Yeah, those words I said were lies.
A loner left behind all alone.
And me lost in the midst of it all.
In my pocket is the breakup letter that's wrinkled.
And folded up in my pocket.
And my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are.
I'm gonna change, I'll laugh everything off from now on.


I'm so sorry but I love you, it's all a lie.
I didn't know, but I know now that I need you.
I'm so sorry that I love you, out of anger.
I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing.
I'm so sorry but I love you, it's all a lie.
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry.) But I love you. (I love you more more.)
I'm so sorry but I love you, will you leave
And forget me slowly, So I can be in pain.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I hope this is all a dream.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, because I only add up to this much.
Drop that, babe.
I still can't forget you.
No, I don't think I ever will, even till the day I die.
Did the scares I gave you heal?
I'm sorry because I never got to do anything for you.

I'm so sorry but I love you, it's all a lie.
I didn't know, but I know now that I need you.
I'm so sorry that I love you, out of anger.
I pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing.
I'm so sorry but I love you, it's all a lie.
I'm so sorry (I'm sorry.) But I love you. (I love you more more.)
I'm so sorry but I love you, will you leave
And forget me slowly, So I can be in pain.





found these lyrics very meaningful.
enjoy. fans of big bang should know.

Labels: 9th December 2007

Shit. Yesterday fell sick. Had fever, flu and sore throat. Ahh. Had to pang dominic and billy halfway. Decided to take a nap. But i woke up 14hours later.

Didnt have any dinner and breakfast yet. Feels good to finally a good sleep. I suspect its someone who passed the sickness to me.

Can't wait for pxu outing! Yeaaaaa. Been a long time since the whole pxu hung out together. And this time i don't care i am dragging lorenta along. hahahaha.
yesssss.

And I am in love with old school rock. Haha. Bands like Jimmy Eat World. Woooo!
=)



When the girls come to talk to me, I wish to hell I had.

Labels: 5th December

I will accept with poise, with grace, when they draw my name from the lottery.
And they will say all the salt in the world couldn't melt that ice.
I am the one that gets away.
I am a New Jersey success story and they will say Lord give me the chance to shake that hand.


something random. posted this on impluse. don't ask me why. :)

Labels: 2nd December

Haha. I dunno about what the others felt but I personally really enjoyed myself at the chalet. Though there was a minor hipcup before the start of the chalet, [ which required all of us to change the meeting time to 12.30 ] We all managed to check in by 2.30pm.

Albert had slept over the night before at my house. Xiao wee came to my house at 7a.m on the day itself. Sly arrived at 10a.m. After that, the 4 of us made our way to J8. Waited for fat ong, norman, hex, jordan and chenghowe. Then james and loo juin arrived too. So we made our way to Pasir Ris MRT station.

It was a long ride. But fun nonetheless. Why? Because of the antics of tiong. Tiong kept calling us asking for the address of the chalet, which was downtown east.
This was the actual conversation.

Tiong : eh guys. how to get to the chalet? i dunno the address leh...
All : just take a cab there.
Tiong : huh? but i duno the address how to take a cab?
All : tell the driver to go to downtown east la.
Tiong : BUT I DONT HAVE THE ADDRESS HOW TO GO??!?!

After the bbq and the teachers have left, we started to drink red wine.
Yongjie drank the most and his face was really red. I guess he was really drunk because he bet $5 at one shot in blackjack. And guess what? He lost that round. Lmao. It was confirmed that he had too much to drink when he went into the toilet to vommit. The vomit was so concentrated that it clogged up the entire sink.

It was very dark already and i was getting sleepy. It was not long before I fell asleep. Only to wake up to hear xiao wee singing the national anthem every one hour.
LOL. Couldn't sleep anymore so all of us started talking cock.

Hahaha. Xiao wee was the main joker. Really fun stuff. Albert was getting raped though, he slept beside xiao wee. HAHAHA!
AHHH. GOOD TIMES MAN!

But after awhile I fell asleep again. When i woke up, played a little more blackjack before checking out.
All of us then headed our seperate ways.

So it's goodbye to 3-1 chalet... for now.
Got to go. Cousins and relatives are here. = =

Shall end my post with some of the talking cock conversation part.


You can go fcuk a tree.
How to fcuk? A tree got no hole.
You know the squirrel hole? Go screw that one la.
Yea and then the squirrel go steal your nuts.

Labels: 1st December