feeling so tired nowadays...
lost eugene's thumbdrive so i cant present today
have not handed up the scrapbook
not studied finish for common tests

having a bad throat too
social studies project overdue
physics project overdue
damn it. why must there be so much shit?
maybe my life sucks.

cant seem to find the balance in my life now. they say libras are represented by scales; meaning balance. yet i cant find mine and true enough, im struggling. divine harmony. righttt...
seems like there is forever a pile of stuff for me to settle. its never ending.
at least i can say i tried.



"i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut.
my weakness is that i cared too much."