fucking kee yong. yes i've got balls to type out your name.
useless piece of shit, i hope you get arrested and sent to prison because of your vibrating mole.

There is no hate, only joy,
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds.

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul,
Pride is lost.
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh.

"boy oh boy, the price of freedom is steep."

i'll let you interpret its meaning for yourself (:

after moderation, L1R5 dropped to 12.
i'm not sure what i'm feeling right now. its sort of a mix between complacency and guilt. on one hand, that is what my current state is at now (or so i was told).
on another, i need exactly half of 12 to get into a good jc.

it's also not a true reflection of our prelim 3 efforts.
sigh, MUST BUCK UPPPPPPPPPPPP.

on a happier note, congrats to all who scored a 6 :D
and miserations to all those that did not do as well. don't worry, there are still 3 weeks left! let's leave a legacy behind. ;)


p.s: its really embarrassing to have a lady onboard the mrt to remind you that there is a gaping hole in the side of your bag. i simply don't have the time to replace it thats all.

Redemption - Gackt
Final Fantasy 7: Dirge of Cerberus Ending Theme





i've got ss, geog, maths and english on the agenda.
geez, with the studying i'm really gonna get fat.

and sorry for the misunderstanding, my earlier post meant i need to cut my current l1r5 by 10 points :)

27 days left.

which leaves 3 and a half days per subject.

also equivalent to 84 hours.

18 for L1R5 (which is shit i know)

1 month to reduce slash L1R5 by 10.

and finally, 50 odd days to freedom.

.

its all in the numbers people.
10 points. eeeeeeek, what to do?! *pulls my super cool hair* tone of sarcasm intended!

Your form which returns gently to heaven
What else can I do, besides avenge you?
I watched it for the longest time, until my tears dried up.

And the sorrow overflowing from the scar which can't be erased,
I swore that I would never forget it.

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I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

You told me to live as if you were to die tomorrow.
Fail not and be what we were now
Face as if we want to have forever

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Bright red tears traced by a trembling finger,
I had nothing to lose, nothing to lose
It crashes through the dark memories.

The last smile wavered, and disappears,
And the warmth is all that's left.

-

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

Because everyone returns to heaven, some day,
You'll never need to say goodbye.

Break out!

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I'll flap my broken wings and erase it all some day, you'll see,
Until the last bell ringing the dirge completes.

Your kind and gentle words can't heal me now,
This body's only dedicated to the never ending fight.

REDEMPTION.

this is my favourite scene from Final Fantasy 7: Crisis Core.
enjoy! :D

Sephiroth battles Angeal and Genesis on the Junon Cannon.

Sentosa

headed to sentosa with law, sh, basil, greg, jun xiang and yong quan.
there were many laughs during the entire thing like how half of us raced with the beach tram and standing on the lava like sand (it was in the middle of the day).

played frisbee, swam (i didn't) and attempted to throw basil into the water.
haha we went back with extremely sore legs but i still must add on that we are usually very fit guys!

Today

it was the first out of three days of consecutive script checkings.
got back english, chinese and social studies.
the only decent one was ss which i barely scraped a 1 but its good enough :)

tomorrow are all the heavyweight papers, oh noooooooooooooooooooo.
have mercy on my poor soul please D:




to you:

i don't have time to waste on cretins such as yourself so shoo off and find another tree that you can pee on. yes, a tree to pee on. i'm sure only dogs use trees to relieve themselves afterall.
aww. well you blocked me on msn and asked me to confront you? keep running those deceitful lips and i promise i will slap them off your face and make it kiss my ass.
oh and unlike you, i have FRIENDS to message thanks.

no questions about this please. only one person need understand this although its extremely distasteful that i need to waste time and space to type such things on my blog. frankly its an eyesore, after all my blog is usually clean of any trace of idiots.

i'm sorry for your loss... don't worry about us, we'll take care of ourselves :)
just go and settle whatever you have to.

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come to think of it, life comes and goes doesn't it?
its really very fragile, yet it has to be for people to truly appreciate the gift of it. you don't ever realise how blessed your life is, just by having some certain people in your life. they may seem fairly insignificant but that's because you did not experience losing them. on the other hand i am quite grateful for what i have so far. i only had to experience losing 1 of my family members so far and that's my god grandpa. he died fighting cancer and it was really heart wrenching to see him struggle. day and night my family members would take turns sitting at his hospital bed, watching over his frail body, his mind unconcious.

however, my god grandma said something one night when she was sitting beside him. (he was in a coma)

"just go in peace, we'll take care of the family."

and then his heartbeat was gone...

it seemed that he was only holding on because he was still worried about his family.
what can i say? there my god grandpa was lying on the hospital bed, literally fighting for his life and he was still worried about others.

rewind to 6 months ago, he was still very healthy. in fact, even though kimotherapy had cost him his hair, he could still laugh, smile and joke.
in less than half a year, off he went to heaven.
he's probably looking down upon everyone of us behind those pearly gates.

so let's not take our loved ones for granted anymore, lest we can't hear their voice nor feel their warmth ever again.
sorry that this is such a serious and sad post.
:/

manchester united lost to liverpool.

/facepalm.


this isn't good at all. go devils! all is not lost, its only 3 games. LETS GO!

4-1 PEEPS, LOOK HERE CLOSELY!

THE CLASS CHALET HAS BEEN SCHEDULED FROM 17TH TO 19TH OF NOVEMBER AT ALOHA LOYANG.
PLEASE SPREAD THIS TO EVERYONE!
THERE WILL BE NO FURTHER CHANGES AND THOSE WHO CAN'T MAKE IT PLEASE TELL EITHER CHENG OR ME!

today in the physics mcq paper, there was this question on the frequency of infra red and ultra violet light.

for those people who can't remember the order, fear not! for tiong and i have come up with a new fantastic theory.

you see, infra red's wavelength is longer than ultra violet's. so the easy way to remember it is to picture a scene where you are getting beaten up.
when someone punches you, you first see red cause you are bleeding. then a few hours later will you see the purple because of blue blacks! apparently we have all gone mad from studying.

i'm contemplating posting up pictures of last november's korea trip.
hmmmmmmm.

Goo Goo Dolls - Slide


Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'd give ya anythin'
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own?
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah I'm gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't supposed I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Somethin' I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Mmm mmm slide

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall

Oh May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful

Oh May
Do you wanna get married, or run away?

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall

Oh May
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful

Oh May
Do you wanna get married, or run away?
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all

(yeah slide)

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete (yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall

(yeah slide)

And I'll do anythin' you ever dreamed to be complete (yeah slide)
Little pieces of the nothin' that fall

(Oh Oh Oh slide)

Yeah, slide between the sheet of all the beds you never knew

(Yeah slide)

Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away...

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i'm so dead.
yet i'm still listening to westlife now.
die die die die!

oh oh, and this is a trade with janice jeremy.

I LOVE JEREMY.


haha there i said it! but now i'm just going to make someone jealous O:

yea history was awesome!
can't believe appeasement and league of nations really came out. teeheeheeeeeeeeeeeee. *evil laughter* i'm very happy since that was the topic that i could easily regurgitate in my sleep HAHA. okay maybe not that exaggerated but you get my point.

chemistry was bad though. but i'm still happy cause i've definitely improved! :D
yay for law cause he gave me a crash course on organic chem. NOW I CAN SAFELY SAY I'M A TRUE CHEM STUDENT MUAHAHAH!

oh sorry for the lack of updates nowadays, don't really have the time to blog :/
you know, with all the prelims and stuff.
but i'll be back soon! (very soon in fact heh)

today i realised chocolate is a very good source of energy!
i skipped lunch and merely chomped on chocolates while studying. haha but i'm having hunger pangs now.

bye peeps :D

1.The person who tagged you is:
- sarah :D

2.Your relationship with her is:
- my dear cousin hahaha

3. Your five impressions of her:
- smart, pretty, loves flyer ALOT ALOT, loves orange, obsessed with a baby called oink.

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:
- errrrrrrrrrrrr... letting me ride in her family car on occasions? HAHAH okay i know this answer sucked.

5. The most memorable thing she said to you:
- no idea :/

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
- IMPOSSIBLE CAUSE WE'RE COUSINS!

7. If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on will be:
- stop growing taller ):

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
- ask cindy bomb her?

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
- I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING.

10. What you want to do for her the most:
- buy the flyer for her HAHAHA joke -.-

11. Your overall impression of her:
- smarty pants ;D

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
- i've been told some people feel jealous O: but i don't really understand why.

13. The characteristics you love about yourself:
- nothing, in fact i loathe myself.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are:
- everything :)

15. The most ideal person you want to be:
- DIMITAR BERBATOV.

16. The people that care about and like you, say something to them:
- omg i can't believe you guys are crazy to care about a jackass T.T

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Situation: You are in a deep, deep forest & as you walk on, you saw an old hut standing there.
*Remember, those in bold means that is my answer for the question.

1) What is the status of the door?
(Opened/Closed)

2) You enter the hut and see a table. What is the shape of the table?
(Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

3) On top of the table there is a vase & in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with?
(Full/Half/Empty)

4) And what is the vase made of?
(Glass/porcelain/clay/metal/plastic/wood)

5) You walk out of the hut & as you carry on your walk in the forest, you see a waterfall from far. There is water running down. What is the speed of the water?
(Choose a number ranging from 0 to 10) My answer is 5

6) Some time after the waterfall... you step on something hard on the ground... As you look down, you see glistening gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up. It is a key chain chained with keys... How many key /keys you see hanging on the key chain?
(Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10) My answer is 3

7) You walk on and on.. trying to find your way out. Suddenly you see a castle. What is the condition of the castle?
(Old/new)

8) You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water with shining jewels floating on it...Will you pick up the jewel?
(YES/NO)

9) Next to the murky pool... there’s another pool... with clear water and money floating on it...Will you pick the money?
(YES/NO)

10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground. What is the size of the box?
(small/medium/big)

11) What is the material of the box?
(Cardboard/paper/wooden/metal)

12) There is a bridge in the garden some distance away from the box, What is the bridge made of?
(Metal/wooden/rattan)

13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the colour of the horse? (White/grey/brown/black)

14) What is the horse doing?
(still and quiet/nibbling grass/running about)

15) OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance from the horse. You have 3 options:

(i) Run and hide in the box?
(ii) Run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) Run to the horse, ride on and gallop away?


Here are the interpretations:
1) The door:
Opened door - you are a person who is willing to share
Closed door - you are a person who is keeping things to yourself

2) The table:
Round/oval - any friends that came along, you will accept and trust them completely
Square/rectangle - you are a bit choosier on friends and only hang out with those whom you think are on the same frequency
Triangle - you are really very, very picky about friends and there are not many friends in your life.

3) Water in vase:
Empty - your life is not fulfilled
Half filled - what you want in your life is half fulfilled
Full - your life is completely fulfilled and good for you! =)

4) Material of vase:
Glass/clay/porcelain - you are weak in your life and tends to be fragile
Metal/plastic/wood - you are strong in your life


5) Flow of waterfall:
0 - no sex drive at all
1 to 4 - low sex drive
5 - average sex drive
6 to 9 - high sex drive
10 - gone case!!! Super high sex drive!!! Can’t live without sex...=P

6) Keys:
1 - you have one good friend in your life
2 to 5 - you have a few good friends in your life
6 to 10 - you have a lot good friends　

7) Castle:
Old - shows that your last relationship is not a good one and is not memorable to you.　　(right -_-)
New - your last relationship is good and it’s still fresh in your heart.

8) The jewel from the murky pool water:
YES - when your partner is around you, you will flirt around with others.
NO - when your partner is around, you will stick around with him/her most of the time.

9) The money from the clear water pool:
YES - when your partner is not around you, you will still flirt around with others. (omfg!?)
NO - even when your partner is not around, you will still think of her and and will be loyal to him/her, not flirting around with others.

10) The size of the box:
Small - low ego
Medium - average ego
Big - high ego

11) Material of the box (outlook of the box):
Cardboard/paper/wooden (non-shining) – humble personality (I think this one not accurate lehh)
Metal - proud and stuck up personality

12) The material of the bridge:
Metal bridge - have very strong bond with your friends
Wooden bridge - average bond with your friends
Rattan bridge - you are not in good terms with your friends

13) Colour of the horse:
White - your partner is pure and good in your heart. (O_O)
Grey/brown - your partner is only average in your heart.
Black - your partner doesn’t seem to be good in your heart and appears to be bad sign.

14) Horse action:
Still and quiet/nibbling grass - your partner is a very homely and humble person.
Running about - your partner is a wild type person.

15) This the last but most important part of the test
From how I ended the story... a tornado approaches...What are you going do? There are only 3 options:
I. Run and hide in the box?
II. Run and hide under the bridge?
III. Run to the horse, ride on and gallop away? What will you choose?

Now, these things signify the above:
Tornado - problems in your life
Box – you
Bridge - your friends
Horse - your partner

(i) So if you choose the box, you keep your problems to yourself whenever you are met with problems.

(ii) Or if you choose the bridge, you will go to your friends whenever you are met problems.

(iii) Or lastly if you choose the horse, you seek your partner whenever your partner whenever you are met with problems.





okay i've finally finished the quizzes! :D
hope that provided a teeny weeny bit of entertainment :)

DID YOU KNOW THAT A PENGUIN IS A BIRD?
DID YOU KNOW THAT A WHALE IS A MAMMAL?

well if you don't, don't fret! its a small matter really :)

oh and yay, i solved einstein's quiz. the one that he proclaimed only 2% of the world could solve it. yay for me! (although i think the percentage is botched)
nonetheless, THANK YOU THANK YOU. i would like to thank my father, my mother, my sister, your father, your mother, hexiang etc etc :D

time to sleep now, going to law's house with sh tomorrow O:
must study for prelims 3, i've had enough fun the past week.
although it will be kinda hard trying to concentrate on studying. seriously, what's wrong with me?! knock that matter out of your head jon, its bad enough things have to come to this state.

BULLET. FOR. MY. VALENTINE.

:D

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feelings of frustration previously weren't there.
what's coming over me?
is this jealousy? but even so, what is there to be jealous about?
absolute nonsense. this is getting nonsensical.

i've been making up lies, excuses etc period.
although i don't know how in the world did i manage to get them out of my mouth.
i should have moved on. that person shouldn't mean as much anymore. but still, i can't help myself. ):

maybe i should stop talking all together.
yes its best that way.




and i go on as you get colder.