Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 17:59
Monster.
THIS IS A POST DEDICATED TO JANICE TAN.
SHE IS A CUTE, LITTLE MISS PERFECT. (she made me say it! :x)

there you go, haha. see i told you i will find a way to make it up to you (:

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OH BTW, I DON'T REPLY ANONYMOUS PEOPLE WHO DON'T TAG USING THEIR REAL NAMES (except for the people that i know of course).

so here are the tag replies (:
sorry for the delayed replies though.

janice: i made it up to you already!
lz: lol shit. erm ps controller.
dom: you mean mission failed -.-
xiaostorm: haha yea, im dead.
pam: nah no way, happy dreaming LOL :X and life sucks.
law: HELLO SEX. your studies fking own sia!
avril: busy with ummm, a gay? :D
jaw: oh i see, must go watch it then.
geetee: yea epic ownage. lols really?! damn should have asked you how to do ):
cindy: good luck then! which one, the chines oral or the real thing?
hweezi: HUH I DIDNT? SORRY!
pris: haha yea i guess. anyway long time no talk yea? (:
bw: i dunno leh, i played the pro face-off so cant tell.
xin: dont be lazy, update update!

okay thats it for replies (:

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got back 4 subjects today.
english, chemistry and double maths.

my english results kinda surprised me though. first time i passed the comprehension section and got 19/25. LOL, DON'T ASK ME HOW I DID IT/CHEATED/ATE SOME MIRACLE PILL/SUCK UP TO TEACHER. and the damn bastards after seeing my score went to crumple my paper -.-
geez. thanks alot guys.
summary was sucky though, 11.5/25. combine them together and i got 30.5/50 which is a B! yadaaaaaaaa.

flunked chemistry expectedly ahah. overall got 39.5/100 for the paper but i should get around 40+ after adding in spa.

scored 55 and 61 respectively for A & E maths. sucks to the core i know, and i'm supposed to do much better. but hey, what more can i ask for? at least i umm, improved from the previous term :D

oh and mr julian teo came up with a most interesting analogy.
i swear he must have thought through the entire night to come up with such a story.
he said we could take away 3 lessons from euro 2008.


1. we are like france.
france was shit, they kept thinking that they were former world champions and played like shit. we are like france now, complacent and all. henry can no longer dribble past 5 players at a go like when we was at 26. instead we are relying on players like claude makelele (aged 34, old fag!).

2. never underestimate gus hiddink.
other schools are like russia. they were expected to be knocked out in the first round yet they went on to the semi finals. we must not overlook them for they have nothing to play for and will go all out.

3. i kinda forgot what number 3 was hahaha, shall update later when i remember.


okay tution in an hour's time. got to go already, bye blog.



what's that coming over the hills?
is it a monster, a monster?

Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 19:42
whatever.
Thursday - Saturday

had O level chinese oral on thursday. the passage was on some charitable work and the conversation was on using ecofriendly bags. the passage was very hard with alot of words i didnt understand. so i just simply made up a word or skipped it whenever i came across them. the conversation was a little screwed up also, kept pausing and stuff. but its over so not point brooding over it.

then went to j8 to watch kungfu panda. quite an entertaining movie though i didnt expect it to be so. such a pity though, i was hoping master wugui would have a fight scene. but honestly, those that haven't watched it should consider it. the cast is also an star-studded team featuring angelina jolie, jackie chan, jack black etc etc.

after the movie, went to stay over at law's house with dom and sh.
i dont really need to elaborate much on what we did cause its pretty straightforward.
what else do guys do at sleepovers? pretty much playing games throughout the entire time. dota then guitar hero then dota then guitar hero.
oh we also went swimming. the pool is literally 5 steps away from his door step.
swam for abit before playing zhong ji mi ma. HAHAHAA, YEA. that was hell lot of fun. whoever lost had to be ganged by the other 3. dom died the most, 3 times in fact. the rest only died once.
then we played find the missing item. one of us would drop an item in the pool and first to get it wins. then dom had to go back home cause his dad was scolding him and stuff.

went out to lan shop in bukit timah plaza at around 9 and played dota a 3v4 match.
it was against army dudes and i guess they were out of touch. phantom assassin getting dominating in 20mins against luna and silencer is seriously a joke. then played a little cs before going to macs to get a burger. we then took a bus back to his house and played more dota till around 5. went to sleep and woke up in the afternoon.

left his house around 5 and took 52 back to bishan.

went home, bathed and changed before going to AMK HUB with basil. supposed to be go for janice's church thing but whatever, that didnt exactly happen. so went to hang out with basil's peeps aka the choir dudes. yaoxin, david and basil played pool while bonka, robin, jiajun (blue tag batch) and me went to robin's playground to play cards. i then received a phone call from basil at 10.30pm and he told me he had already reached our house cause he thought i already went off. ARGH, BASKET!
so i took a lonesome bus ride from amk hub back home (okay it wasnt very long but still).


Sunday

met with ROCK (youth small group). songyang, anton, wilson, ryan, aaron and oh shit i cant remember his name. LOL.
aaron looks super cool with his immensely long and thick hair. ah the benefits of studying overseas. hope he scores with the chicks there in australia HAHAHA.
song yang only got fatter while the rest remained fairly much unchanged.
had fun with them chatting then we went to watch 21. not a bad movie but its quite dull if you ask me. there isn't any high points except for the twist at the end.
ate lunch at the meridien before training home at 5.




ITS A VERY LONG POST I KNOW.
the result of an accumulated number of days of not blogging. ):

Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 23:54
on a cold winter morning.
sorry for the lack of updates.
been really really really busy these few days and had no time to update at all.
apparently i can't update now because i need to wake up early tomorrow.
haha, promise an update tomorrow.

p.s: through the fire and the flames on guitar hero is freaking hard.
but hell, its fun. i can hit barely hit 70% on medium mode. how the heck do people achieve 99% on expert?!?

last but not least, i present you the song i have tried so hard to conquer.
but in the end, i got raped badly.


Through The Fire And The Flames - Dragonforce


Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 09:04
you can't deny.
that it's gonna be me.

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it wasn't exactly the best way to start the day.
my mom's toe nail sort of came off after the heavy wooden door slammed into her toe.
so her toe bled and bled and bled. surprisingly i didn't wake up from her screams of pain and hysteria though i can very well imagine it. she called my dad and he came back from wherever he was. now she is at the clinic with my dad and basil's mom(she drove them there).

this isn't a good sign from the heavens...
oh well, O level chinese oral here i come!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 16:42
never ending sleep
/edited

domo and i were just chatting about an insignificant being on msn. fantastic chat if you ask me.

Domo says:
that quote

Domo says:
gotta be the best

Domo says:
quote

Domo says:
to ask someone

Domo says:
to fuck off

ten falls forth. says:
yeaaaa

Domo says:
GTFO? wow? WADEVA! he's a total jackass, a total jerk now. as if demon's talking to him. giving things like that. WISHED I NVR KEEP BUMPING INTO UR PARENTS!

ten falls forth. says:
she say as if

ten falls forth. says:
its my fault she bumped into my parents

ten falls forth. says:
lol

Domo says:
lmao

Domo says:
imagine ur parents also say: GTFO!

ten falls forth. says:
HAHAHAHA

ten falls forth. says:
NICE


tagged by janice.

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:

A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i will shove my foot up his ass. if its a girl, well i don't know.



#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
play in a rock band :3
being a dancer would be nice too.



#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
GONG JIAO!


#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yea definitely. sigh.



#5. What's your ideal lover like?
I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW I DONT KNOW.



#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone :)



#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
till i get my hands on that damn guitar hero game! forever.



#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
sadded/cut wrists/hide in corner
listen to cute without the e! :D



#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
my parents always playing the guilt triumph card.



#10. What do you want most in life?
i want my friends :)



#11. Is being tagged fun.
YEA. I LURBBX BEING TAGGED WORHZXZXZ.



#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR LONGER HAIR



#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
all that matters is that i know the answer.



#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
jesus crazy! haha she doesn't want to tell me how to describe her ):


#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. being married but poor means i can't provide anything for my spouse doesnt it?



#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
a parrot!



#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
being tongue tied. (faberdrive ahhhhh)



#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
nonchalent, self-centered, anti-social bastard.



#19. What do you define as a bad day?
when my laptop spoils :/



haha almost everyone i know has already done this quiz before, so i shall be nice and spare them :)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 10:08
if you get the hint
i would like you to stop pestering me and all my friends.
honestly, everyone thinks that you are a pest and a menace. so can you please fuck off?
i didn't want to use any vulgarities on my blog but you really deserve it.

i will say it ONCE AND ONCE AGAIN, you suck.
now get lost, out of my life and out of everyone's lives.
oh and feel free to quote me, cause i don't give a shit.


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sorry if the others had to see the ugly side of me.
i promise no more vulgarities from now.
:)

Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 20:51
Get Smart!
because of the stupid flu and sore throat, i didn't go to the oral practice today.
woke up at 7 because law called me to remind to go for the class but i didn't think that my throat would still be as bad as yesterday. so what's the point of going to the oral practice if nobody could make out whatever i would say?

anyway, met up with law and dom at my bus stop after their lessons and headed to dhoby ghaut. we initially wanted to lan at IRC but hector and suanhin was already in gaming giants. the service there is really lousy. we asked for 3 computers but he was too engrossed in his OWN GAME.

after waiting for a minute, he replied and said " hold on this would be a very bad timing to talk to me. "
what the heck?!

after awhile, we finally got our computers. played 1 round of dota with the other people before remaking.
2nd game was a 2v3 match. law and me against suanhin, hector and dom. ahhh, was getting raped at top by naix (suanhin) and drow (hector). i was huskar sadly. good thing i managed to hang on though, law was raping bottom lane.
eventually we managed to overcome the initial deficit and win the game.
hector then left with his girlfriend.

played cs next. teamed up with law again against dom and sh. wooohooo, excellent teamwork. haha, we kept covering each other's back and managed to win in ice world.
no matter how we tried to rebalance the teams, i always ended up in the same team as law. ah yes, it must be fate. awesome combo woohooo.

then we TRIED to watch You Don't Mess With The Zohan. Yes, tried. You know why? Cause after we bought the tickets, we tried to go inside the cinemas but were stopped by the guard. they didn't allow law and sh to go in because they haven't turned 16 yet. sigh, so had to change to Get Smart.

it was quite a funny show i guess, good for destressing.
shan't spoil anything for those people who haven't watched it yet.
the movie finished at 7 and trained home alone.

okay end of post!
bye bye. (:



baby, when you finally,
get to love somebody
guess what,
it's gonna be me..

Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 20:27
second tries
yay, i have a nasty flu right now and a bad throat as well.
and i only woke up at like 12 today, ahahah.
oh no, i'm turning out to be someone. guess who? :D

so because my bad throat, i kept drinking water.
think i drank around 15 cups or more in an afternoon.
poor granny was so worried that she asked if i was hungry. apparently, she thought that i was gulping cups of water down to relieve hunger pangs. not that i ever skipped meals of course.

and i'm going back to youth ministry this sunday.
it's been a hell of a long time since i met up with those dudes! around 2 and a half years?
its gonna be just like the good old days! see you guys on the 29th ;)


every little thing I do,
never seems enough for you.
you don't wanna lose it again,
but I'm not like them.



REPLIES TO TAGS!

hweezi; haha go ask bing to entertain you.

avril; i don't have fetishes for older girls ):

sarah; yea, but that thing really made me angry at myself xD

geetee; bananarama? and walao sian la, i was having exams while you all watch movie ):

jaw; LOL. what bullets? care to explain :X

lz; .... thanks ah. i love you for telling me that -.-

sex; HAHA QIANG. TALK FOR 4 HOURS SIA. AND SHUT UP -.-

aiwei; we have nothing to talk about. gtfo.

Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 02:39
scream until your heart stops.

drop dead admist the silence.




damn, why didn't i just wait for 10 more minutes!
jonathan you big bloody fool.
*shoots myself in the head*

Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 22:06
hush said the queen
tomorrow is the last day of prelims!
ahahah yesssssssssss, then i'm gonna slack and party enjoy myself for 1 week.
... before going back to studying. haha yes i have finally thought it through, shall continue studying all the way till o levels.

wonghong is also coming back soon!
think its on thr 1st of july which means school has already started :(
but nevermind, first thing on our to-do list shall be TAOPOK him once he crosses the arrival gate.
WAHAHAHA.

anyway, i seriously think j8's toilet is super cool.
its nice smelling, clean and PLAYS JAY CHOU'S SONG.
omg la, then suan hin and i didnt want to leave that toilet. they were playing 夜曲, 一路向北 & 发入雪!
bestest toilet in the world. *nods*

tomorrow is the last hurdle for prelims 2.
add maths, don't fail me now cause i desperately need you to bring down my l1r5.



well i'll keep pushing these lines over again
because i'm missing you.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 18:33
i can't do the same
be my mirror, my sword, my shield.
for i'm just a puppet on a lonely string.



looking at one of my friends, its hard not to reflect.
he did it with just a snap of his fingers. and baam, he got what he wanted.
can i do the same?
no, i can't. because i just don't have the damn guts.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 17:46
uhhh propane?
day 2 of prelims!

let's just say that i'm happy if i can even get 30 for chemistry ahaha.
okay i admit it, i didn't do any revision at all for chem. except for the one hour frm 8am - 9am.

i can be assured that 30 marks are already gone because i totally didn't attempt the organic chem questions.
was told that it would only contribute 10 marks but it was actually triple the weightage.
severe ineptitude for chemistry.

geog was much better.
i studied a total of 4 hours you know!
mugged from 8.30 - 12.30 last night.
i can safely say im gonna pass woohoohoo! but my parents are gonna kill me after my results are back thats for sure.
oh and jiajun did a whooping 9 pages for geography. holy thats sick la.
i only managed to write 5 pages. ):

anyway, you know mrs oh was saying that the 4-1 students were extremely annoyed because some inconsiderate person didn't switch his phone to silent mode.
BUT
we did not expect that person to be from 4-1 itself. so guess who is our lucky star?
its tiong shi yuan! and no offense dude, but your ringtone sucks HAHA.

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/edited

thanks to ding liang for introducing coldplay's new album!
its called viva la vida. quite melodic and NOT EMO.
soothing and relaxing, ahhhhh.

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i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.
i shall own physics.

Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 17:01
sweet surrender
yay, managed to spot 3 out of 4 essays.
hahaha, yes!
but sad to say im not gonna do very well.
at the very best a B. not many people managed to complete it.
shucks.

chemistry and geography is on the agenda today.
p.s hitler you still suck.


/edited

what the heck my sis just called me on the phone to ask some maths formula.
can't you just call the house? -.-

Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 20:25
the sky could fall tonight.
on a second thought, i better remove the dreams post.
shall reveal them one by one, during my short hiatus stint.
don't worry, i'll be back when prelims 2 end :D

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i'm gonna be a crazy ass and study only 9 out of 23 essays.
cmon, don't let me down now.
an A in history isn't too much to ask for, is it?

snatching my phone just to send a song is wrong.
locking yourself in a toilet to run away is even more so.
that's my phone you are phone-jacking ):
rawr.

okay, back to studying jonathan.
you've got a long week ahead.

Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 09:08
desperado
/edited

thats 3 out of 4 times already jonathan.
and as i was walking back, it was appropriate that "just for tonight" was played..

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yeap you guessed it, i went studying at the library AGAIN.
this time with hector and zhiyuan. waited for them in 4-1 then walked towards j8. met up with joshua and shiyuan to photocopy the history essays first before heading for the library. they were going to the arcade when prelims are just 2 days away, tsk tsk tsk. shiyuan was joking about him actually studing just by flipping open his textbook. "as you know, a journey of a thousand steps begin with one" HAHAHA.
we split up after the photocopying was done.

tried to look for tables but as usual, every seat had been taken up so we had to make do with that tiny little corner we sat at previously. such a cozy little corner, perfect for talking cock whilst studying. anyway, before we went to the little corner, we sat near this crazy china bastard. zhiyuan was whispering and asking how to do a maths question when he suddenly shouted for us to shut up, and then he spewed vulgarities. wtf? he by himself was creating more noise pollution than all 3 of us combined and he still wants to argue. but nevermind, we didn't argue since we were in uniform. crazy bastard, im gonna remember his face for life.

hector then left at 4.30. walao, ultimate pang-seh. anyway we could sorta guess where he was going so we left. studied more till 6.30 and went to s11 for a early dinner. then walked around j8 for awhile before going back to the library to study more.
this time, we got the single cubicle wooohooo! but you couldn't talk too loudy cause of the echoing. mugged till almost 9 before we walked to the bus stop opposite the swimming complex to wait for our respective buses.

oh well, to provide more entertainment, i've uploaded some pictures.

MY HAIR BEFORE IT WAS CUT.


even magazines don't like zhiyuan!


unfortunately, there are such idiots from cat high that vandalise.
and its my regret that i actually know this dumb fuck.


and that led to more idiots vandalising.


but wait, a good samaritan actually helped us reply.



this shows that what goes around comes around.
just because they couldn't get in to catholic high, awwww.
although i must agree that the cat high people at my grandma's void deck along with everyone else there are idiots.
good thing i've realised my folly and moved on. my family was right, good should never mix with bad.

now i'm just hoping my hair grows back to the previous length by homecoming.
pray pray pray.

Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 21:36
roses and butterflies
I can see where you are
I can tell you're enjoying it so far
I would love to escape, but now I'm bound
by the of burn of your eyes
looking on as I'm starting to realize
I'm a pawn in your game and this is checkmate

as the roses lift their heads to catch a glimpse of my demise
you'll be throwing lies around like ocean waves throw down the tides
and they are breaking on my shore
and the rescue team won't save me now I'm out too far

so I'll waste these nights for a while
but I'll be holding onto you forever
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as I read the words you wrote last night
the butterflies are creeping through my spine

it's a thrill I can't shake
yeah I know we've been writing a mistake
but it's hard to erase the feelings I've drawn
I was caught in an awkward silence
broken down by the sound of your prelude that you played
to open our symphony
I've been sleeping with the sunrise watching hours pass away
incidentally I'm just waiting for the dusk to kill the day
but now I'm waiting for your call
while I bang on this piano like you care at all

so I'll waste these nights for a while
but I'll be holding onto you forever
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as I hear the words you're saying tonight
I'm falling for them every single time


as the roses dip their heads a little further to the ground
there's a season change and all the pinks and whites have turned to brown
will we make it through the fall yeah are we gonna make it through this fall
‘cause I don't wanna fall with you
I'm trying, we're dying, yeahhh
I'm taken by your hope-filled lines
they're well designed and dragging me along
I'll be waiting for this chance and I'll be gone

Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 08:49
can you hear me


viva la portugal!
euro 2008 is here.
i can foresee alot of people with eyebags now.

oh and Enrique Iglesias sang the euro 2008 theme song.
its entitled "can you hear me" and quite catchy too.
go check it out :)

haha, got to go now.
mugging at the library today.
PRELIMS, YOU SUCK!

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foreword: today shall be renamed as "mug-physics-like-siao-day"

met up with lawrence in 4-1 today at 9.40. we then proceeded to bishan library for mugging session. hector arrived around 10 plus. went to sit at some corner on the 3rd floor beside the quiet reading room and settled down.

we did physics tys and talked alot of random gibberish throughout the entire day. and they were sharing their experiences on certain topics which didn't particularly applied to me so there i sat, doing my work like a obedient kid.
then they got super excited and became damn high.

then we started talking about _____.
stupid law, anyhow go come up with some cock and bull story then influenced me until no more mood to study ):

went to j8 for lunch. ate at yoshinoya and we were given these lucky draw tickets. grand prize is a hp desktop so why not? filled up the forms and dropped them inside the box.
we probably won't win it though, but heck.

headed back to the library to study again. sat at the same corner but we were too full from the meal and kept wanting to sleep.
it was a real torture trying to study in those conditions sigh.
we then decided to go cut our hair at suanhin's house.

met up with suanhin then we walked to the salon.
the auntie there is real friendly haha.
anyway my hair sucks-like-pie-from-a-buffalo's-ass.
so i won't go out within this month and wait till my hair becomes thick and long again :D

went home to take a shower before meeting suanhin again to study at the library AGAIN. and we sat at the same spot AGAIN.
i think i have an affinity with that little corner because it seems to be the only space we can find ahaha.
studied till 8.30 before going to macdonalds to grab a burger and walked home.

sorry for the long post, its been a long time since i've been out for this long.
goodbyeeeeeeeee.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 14:15
i'm on the highway to hell.
i'm not sure if its me or what but i couldn't concentrate at all during physics tution.
we covered electromagnetic induction and there was this part on ac/dc.

and the tutor just kept going on and on and on about the alternating currents.
but my mind just kept playing ACDC songs. GAHHHH. it resulted in me not focusing and the lyrics just kept appearing in my head.

so it went something like:
"a diode is something that converts ac to dc... stops alternating...therefore only dc."

and somehow it will just link to something like:
"Like a wheel, gonna spin it. Nobody's gonna mess me 'round. Hey Satan! Paid my dues playin' in a rockin' band"

at this rate, i MAY actually write ACDC lyrics in the physics exam.
won't that be awesome?

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 09:58
senses fail.
/edited

muahaha i found a new band to listen to.
emocore all the way! its much better than silverstein bleah.
:p

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ugh its raining heavily now.
gonna be a cold cold night ):

anyway jogged at bishan park with richie.
its a real pain in the ass waiting for him hahaha. he keeps stopping now and then because of his knee injury and in the end we only completed 3km.

it kinda sucked because i was hoping we could finish 5km today. but oh well, his injury is more important than that 2km i suppose.

then came home to have a shower before heading to j8.
apparently its my parents' wedding anniversary. and yea, i didn't know until my dad called me in the afternoon -.-

ate at crystal jade and the bill amounted to $94!
super expensive considering only there were only 4 people. ah well, its their anniversary, up to them how they wanna celebrate it.

and i realised my sis's friends are super lame.
they keep texting each other retarded messages and jokes that make you want to just cry and tear your hair out.

hahaha and although she reads my blog, she doesn't tag.
weird huh.
nevermind she's still young, probably don't know what a tagboard is anyway.
(hint: its that white box where people are leaving their comments)

okay i'm tired.
goodnight everyone :)

Monday, June 09, 2008 @ 09:21
we'll carry on.
hahaha such a joke.
all of you guys are ignoring me. HAHAHAHA.
jokers. oh and i also realised that i've been oh so stupid.
why bother apologising to someone when they are backstabbing you?
god damn it, you know who you are. and i actually thought of you as a true friend.
just goes to show how much i know the rest are really thinking.
and yes, the previous post is about you.

geez, maybe i should just let it all stagnate. cause honestly i really can't give a damn anymore. glad i could kick your ass the other time :)
but at least there's a positive side to this entire fiasco. thanks for that one little gift, honestly i appreciate it. (no sacarsm intended)


on a lighter note, if i score badly for maths i have a good reason for it.

how the heck do you concentrate on studying with such a calculator?!



haha it's my sis's. borrowed it because i lost my pencil box AHHHH.
i know there are some of you out there that would love such a calculator.
hello kitty fetish!

hey mama, look at me!
i'm on my way to the promised land.

Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 11:46
mmmmmm.
someone just got busted.
should i spill everything out?
if you know who you are, i guess i have no business asking you why you are doing so.
but at least let _________ know what's happening.
cause i sense the frustration coming from that person.

but what can i say if you choose to ignore this?
sigh.



what the f is organic chem!?

Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 12:37
five score and seven years ago.
just watch this, funny shit.

Top 10 excuses of the man getting caught having sex with a picnic table - David Letterman




that's the end of civilisation!
goodnight everybody!

oh and my personal favourites are #5 and #3.

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going to have eye checkup.
followed by maths tution.
hopefully i can make today productive and at least revise something.

Friday, June 06, 2008 @ 19:43
meant to live.
i had a good talk with someone over the phone in the afternoon today.
shall only mention his name after i ask him if i can reveal his name.

he advised me to focus on my studies.
he told me to forget about everything else.
it wasn't worth risking my academics for anything else.

but he also said what's most important is to go with your feelings.
not many chances once passed by, will ever come back.
so i'm still thinking, should i?

to be truthful, i'm particularly scared of failure.
i want to try, but i'm afraid.
afraid of scrutiny, afraid of many other obstacles that may come my way.
i can't make up my mind. help.

(no one shall ask me about this. its a little ambition of mine.)


/edited

eh i know that you're there okaaaaaaay.
i understand everything(i think)
oh well, i'll just sit here and wait for you :)


Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he's bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly.

Thursday, June 05, 2008 @ 14:23
on the highway to hell
i apologise for any bullshit you and your eyes had to see here.
please take it as you saw nothing, and not a word please (:

damn, the psychedelic allure of old school rock.
rocking out on gibsons, with short pants and a tie.

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quiz coped from nikolas's blog :D
sorry, i couldn't resist the temptation.


Spontaneous Idealist


The spontaneous idealist is a creative, lively and open-minded person. He is humorous and disposes of a contagious zest for life. His enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. He enjoys being together with other people and often has an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. The spontaneous idealist is a master of communication and a very amusing and gifted entertainer. Fun and variety are guaranteed when he is around. However, he is sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to his direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; he misses nothing which is going on around him. In extreme cases, he tends to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and is inwardly always ready to jump. Life for him is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, he quickly becomes bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. His creativity, his imaginativeness and his originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - he then leaves the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, the spontaneous idealist attaches great value to his inner and outward independence and does not like accepting a subordinate role. He therefore has problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a spontaneous idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with him, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, he is warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If the spontaneous idealist has just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and his new partner is showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for him once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for him so that many spontaneous idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep his curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, the spontaneous idealist can be an inspiring and loving partner.

Test from http://www.ipersonic.com/index.html

Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 21:59
take me back.
Okay before i go on ranting about today, let's start with the main point of the day.



See that poster? It's an advertisement for this tution center. And it freaking sucks.
Originally me and basil both paid $280 each for 16 hours of tution. But they suddenly informed us that its gonna be changed to $280 for 12 hours of tution. Like what the hell? Its effectively "eating" up 25% of the tution fees. Do the math and you will get the figures.

I shan't elaborate anymore in case the center decides to sue for whatever shit.

The entire event sort of went like this:

After the lesson, the 3 students that wanted to pull out(basil, me and some st nicks girl) stayed back in the room to "negotiate" with some guy from the center.
The father of the girl was lambasting him throughout the entire time talking about the retardedness of the entire episode. But eventually everything was settled after the tutor intervened. (oh and the tutor is the good guy, not in cahoots with the center)

So it was left with me and basil. We made it very very very clear that we wanted to withdraw from the group. But then that guy just went on and on about how we wanted us to do well in our O's and whatever. Clearly it was a ploy to get us stay on but basil easily countered it with a single sentence.

"so how much are we gonna be refunded?"

And there was this momentarily stunned expression on his face. Guess he didn't expect school boys to be so shrewd and cut to the chase.
Eventually he had to refund us because of consumer rights.
But he said he could only process the cheque after a week or so. But don't worry, he can be ASSURED WE WILL BE HOUNDING HIM FOR THE REFUND EVERYDAY.
That center really pissed me off so much, ruined my mood for today.

Oh and met up with pamela and hweezi for lunch at seoul garden.
Thanks for the treat :D
The zhong ji mi ma game was fun although the forfeit was nasty hahaha.


I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008 @ 16:12
watching entropy and pain.


Damn, that toiletbowl is small...

Anyway, here's a brief description of what happened today.

  1. had physics and chemistry lessons in school till 12.
  2. went to j8 to study at library.
  3. had lunch at yoshinoya.
  4. came back home.

Okay that's all. Off to study :)

Monday, June 02, 2008 @ 14:15
never give up.
Britain's got talent - George Sampson




he's good. he's really that damn good.
i wished i could dance like that.



/editted

my tutor rocks.
we were discussing what were the ways we would like to die.

i said like steve irwin, getting stabbed in the chest by a stingray.

he then said "aiya where got so zhun one, later get stabbed in the balls.
then you suffer a fate worse than death.

HAHAHA, OUCH.

Sunday, June 01, 2008 @ 00:01
i'm here without you.
Went to zhiyuan's church together with basil, law and suanhin!
It was quite fun, haha. There were simply too many funny moments. Throughout the entire time, it was just laughter after laughter. Tonight's (or rather, today's) blog post even has pictures of us, which is really very rare as we hardly take photos. So appreciate the efforts to make this blog more entertaining :)

basil, suanhin, law, zhiyuan, jon. at united square!


Me, basil and law left our house at around 5.45 and reached J8 by 6. Then waited for suanhin and boarded the train, towards Novena.

Then met zhiyuan outside the mrt station and he brought us to his church which was about 5 minutes walk away.
On the way walking, basil and zhiyuan almost stepped on a snail and their face expressions were priceless.
It was kind of a mix between shock and "what the hell" look. And they even tiptoed and held on to each other.

After reaching the church. we made our way to the dining area for our dinner. Quite a large room but it was quite bare and really wasn't what we all had expected.
The food was okay but it can't be compared to my family cooking. =x

There is this huge picture of people from that church visiting some rural place.
And guess what? WE FOUND THIS!
SUCH A CUTE COUPLE RIGHT? AWWWWWW.


Then next to it, there was this whiteboard with many messages on it. All of them were verses from the Bible and there was this really really nice message that we found.
Behold, whoever did it is a promising artist for sure.
Fantastic contrasting colours!


Anyway, after dinner we headed up to the worship room on the third floor and we climbed like 987654297438 steps before finally reaching it. It seriously felt like we had climbed 6 flight of stairs.

First up was a game of Whacko. If you guys didn't know, its basically a loser standing in the middle of the ring of people and trying to hit whoever's name is being called out. If someone from the ring was hit before he/she could say another person's name, they would become the loser and have to stand in the middle of the ring.

All 5 of us aimed zhiyuan's cousin whose name was called ming zhi. Quite stupid huh?
So imagine someone asking him:

"ni hao, ni de ming zhi shi she me?"
"wo de ming zhi shi ming zhi"

LOL.

I was being retarded throughout the entire game. Called zhiyuan's cousin Harry and all of them went HUH?!?!
But it was already pre-set that all 5 of us would only aim him and call him stupid names like Tom, Dick or Harry.
Then lawrence called another guy albert and i called another person ben 10.
Didn't play this game for super long but it reminded me how fun it was to play it.

Watched some movie next. Its a propaganda film to get many people to join the church. Even being a christian, i felt that the film really is damn ________.
And everything about the movie sucked, so i shall not name it.

Headed home after that. Here are random shots of all of us!








The main picture of the day is the very first picture of this post. Haha, and stupid law. He could have used his damn 5 mega pixel phone to take a good quality shot but instead, he used VGA. And the thing is we only realised it after we left the place!
Sigh, nevermind. We shall go back one day to camwhore take photos.

Got to go now, mum's scolding me as usual.
Why can't she just glue her mouth shut for once?
Oh, i also know that my sis reads my blog secretly.
So don't tell mom what i said okay.

Sorry for the long post everyone, and bye. (:

P.S: AVRIL SHECK IS A SUPER MIND READER WITH AMAZING POWERS. BEWARE, SHE'LL SPILL YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS!!
there i said it! happy now? :D